Today is one more day to my father's death anniversary. Time flies so fast. My father had leave us for a year already. Actually i am missing everyday. I had a long time didn't talk to my father since i went to KL. I felt very regret upon this issue. So i tried hard to build the good relationship with my mother and brother now. But it seems doesn't easy to achieve a good relationship among family members.

My mother is changed so much i felt. She doesn't look so serious and important on money affair now. She became more tolerable. Although sometime her temper is still maintained. But afterall, she did changed. I feel very happy. Because it could ease the rebuilding process.

Whereas my younger brother, he is more tough. Maybe due to his teenager age, his thinking is childish and sturborn. ... to be continued

I went to Honda, Nissan and Toyota showroom yesterday and made a compare against City,Vios and Latio. City is nice and attractive in term of design and performance. I had test drive. The interior of the vehicle is sport with solid. I like it very much. City isn't run luxurious style as Latio does. But about it's solidness is the main point of attraction. I feel the structure of the entire body is strong. So i think its safety aspect is made perfectly. Whereas its engine performance, i haven't much comment on this issue. Because i just normal drove the car. But the handling of vehicle, i believe it's realiable. Because the steering is quite tight. So when i am in high speed, it would be an addition safety guard to my life.

About the Vios, maybe it's in economic class. So i couldn't found any special and attraction from it except the exterior design. Whereas about its interior design is quite simple.

About the Latio, actually i like this car too. Just the concern is the second hand valua and performance. I am afraid it doesn't strong enough as Honda city does.

当看见新的laptop时，感觉还蛮兴奋的。虽然这并不是属于我自己的。哈哈！！！
但令有件不开心的，就是这关于我弟弟。他好似不是改变很多。根本没有体谅我们。我真的很担心他在外又做了些傻事。希望他并没让我们失望。

Recently the way of my living style had to be changed by the fact. It's better if i am able to go home on time. Otherwise i will feel worry and afraid. I don't know why this happened. Maybe i am afraid of losing my mum. If i am stay back in office, then my mum needs to walk out to bus station and i will worry about many things in different aspect. Why Why Why? Is this my future life? How do i make change? Is this possible to become more flexible???
One more issue, that is about my younger brother. Is he really working now? Is he really working as a aluminium frame installer now? Did he return to his bad habit, drugging and borrow money from loanshark? Why Why Why? Why does he become this? Will he change to be a good man????

不知为什么我总是睡不好？脑子总是一直在想东西。我无法控制它。
当我觉得很累时，无法进行任何活动时，我想休息和躺下想睡觉。但是无论过了多久，我仍无法睡着。所以之后我又起身了。但是其实我好累，根本就无法专心做事。所以我就去泡了杯nescafe。我心里想；既然我都睡不着，不如我就让自己精神点做事。
但是最终却徒劳无功。我仍无法专心。
我该怎么办？我要怎么让自己睡觉？

怎么最近我的脾气会变这么大 动不动就骂弟弟 即时是小事 我这哥哥好失败哦
其实他已努力地改变了许多 我就每次鸡蛋里面挑骨头
to be continued...