悲哀

我的弟弟,今年19岁,中二辍学,暂时在我和妈妈的努力下,让他在间客家餐馆做事。
之前在他11至18岁期间,他骗我了我们不少钱,我们为他还了朋友不少钱。前前后后大约有10千之多了。至今他仍不明白他所作的一切是错的。
在2009年,爸爸去世了。这件事使我感觉很伤心,很突然。当时在吉隆坡的我,在一天早上我接着妈妈的电话说要我赶快回家。当时妈妈说爸爸的身体不是很好了。她要我马上回家。突发之间我愣了下来。傻傻呆呆地穿过头向manager请假。爸爸的逝世让我有发不出的伤心。想哭却哭不出来!
在葬礼,爸爸生前所最疼爱的弟弟,反而表态好似没什么。他朋友来了,他仍若无其事地走前招待他们。我看见了我感到很痛心。当时的我还觉得他应该会在这非常时刻清醒悔改。但是并不然。
刚才我们打了一架。因为他仍冥顽不灵,坚持着他的想法而不听我们的劝告。
现在他离家出走了。希望他在短期间不会回来。希望他在外能够想清楚。也希望他不会再继续替我们增加麻烦。

My brother, he is 19 year-old, he was been drop out of school at his form 2 year, at the moment he is working with a Hakka restaurant in our great effort.
In past days, in between his 11-18 year-old, he cheated us for money and we repaid to his friends. It is going to be more or less $10k. Now, he still doesn’t understand about what he had done was wrong.
In year 2009, dad passed away. This matter was upset, surprising me. I was in stayed in KL. One morning I received a call form mother she was requiring me to return home immediately. At the time mother claimed father doesn’t look well. So she wants me to back instantly. Suddenly I was stuck and request a leave with Manager.
At the funeral, the one that my father was used to spoiling of, he acted differently just like nothing happen to him. At his friend coming, he was still serving them as normal. I was felt extremely sad. Before I was still thinking he will repent. But he is not.
No longer ago we were fought for his consistency. He ran away from home. I hope he won’t return so soon. I hope he will aware and repent this time and hope he won’t continue giving us trouble.